i've felt like i've had to re-listen to this over and over again to even get close to grasping my own semblance of what it all means, how it comes together, and how its sound is articulated so acutely. i guess that's its greatest strength, that there is so much here, so many toxic sounds and shrieking bursts of noise and haze, burying any kind of single meaning to what it 'should' mean. it's up to you, but it's a tough ride to persist through mentally no matter what.